In this episode of Across the Pond, host Stijn Fawkes welcomes Nick, a former member of the OTO, to discuss the mysteries of the occult, Freemasonry, and esoteric practices. They explore the myths surrounding Freemasonry, the appeal of the OTO, and the significance of rituals such as the Gnostic Mass.The conversation delves into personal experiences, the role of mental health in esoteric practices, and the importance of understanding one's shadow self. Ultimately, the episode emphasizes that rituals can be simple daily practices that structure our lives and that the journey into the occult is deeply personal. In this conversation, Stijn Fawkes and Nick delve into the complexities of magic, personal responsibility, and the quest for divine connection. They explore the philosophical depths of Carl Jung, the significance of ritual practices, and the controversial figure of Aleister Crowley.Nick shares his personal journey of leaving the OTO, discussing trust issues and the organization's response to COVID-19. The conversation also touches on the troubling intersection of politics and magic, the shady side of occult practices, and reflections on the OTO experience. Ultimately, they emphasize the importance of personal growth and the pursuit of higher knowledge.Head over the Nicks Channel on YT to hear morehttps://www.youtube.com/@TheOccultRejectsBecome a supporter of this podcast: https://www.spreaker.com/podcast/across-the-pond--6537033/support.LEAVE US THOSE 5 STAR REVIEWS! THEY REALLY HELP US! Visit our website for all the latest and buy Guys books at:https://www.acrossthepondpodcast.co.uk/We run on Coffee! Want to buy us one?https://coff.ee/acrossthepondpodJoin our Facebook group and discuss this episode:https://www.facebook.com/groups/1374944543747219