This is a reupload, I don't recall why I took it off, or if I even had a specific reason, but as the title suggests, what crazy stuff is going through my head at that moment? Oh also if I recall I was in like a whole different mental state(depression) when recording so idk if it matters but if I sound diff or whatever lol. It explains the 48 min of crying. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app